A very quiet & down kind of day today. Nothing too drastic, just no energy & looking for a bit of quiet. Couldn't even be bothered answering the phone - didn't feel like dealing with people too much. Internet was my only connection to the outside world, except for a couple of friends who dropped in to check on me.
I don't feel this is all that drastic, not a slide down into a depression. Everyone gets down a little now and then. Just one of those days.
Got something planned for tomorrow as long as the weather is ok. Hope it is, need to get out for a while.
Going to have to get to work on some new articles for here, with nothing but daily updates it must be getting pretty boring for others. :)
Going to have to get to work on some new articles for here, with nothing but daily updates it must be getting pretty boring for others. :)
Emotional: 5.0
Activity: 2.5
Interaction: 3.0
Cheers for now.
Isolation breeds more narcassism, you need to pay attention to the outside world,not self indulgent feelings, the thing we pay attention too grows stronger in our lives,start mentally planning forward, not gazing at your navel. Where are you going to build ? What materials are you going to use, what designs, etc etc Plan ahead leave the past where it belongs in the past.
ReplyDeleteI know I need to start looking to the future, but the past got me to where I am now & forgetting it & moving on isn't easy. After spending so many years looking down, it's difficult to raise you eyes and take in what really becomes a whole new world. I am trying and having some success, but it's still going to take time.
DeleteI'm lucky in that I've got someone to help me along by giving me a push when I need it. I'm hopeful of not needing that push in the future, but not quite there yet.